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One Earth Meditation

10/31/2020

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Breathe in love and light.
Breathe everything out –all your daily thoughts and concerns.
Breathing out and breathing in.
We invoke all our helpers on the inner planes and we ask you to guide us and protect us in this work.
We create a loving space around us
and see the energy of Love flowing from heart to heart.
Now focus on your ajna center, the conscious self.
Send love and light from ajna center to your heart center.
Expand your consciousness and include your soul above your head and


Ask your soul to send some of its love into your heart center.
See the energy of your soul radiating down into your heart center
Blending together with the energy from your conscious self.
Expand your Consciousness and include yourself subconscious.
Send love and light and acceptance into your subconscious.
And ask your subconscious to send some of its light to your heart center.
Feel and see the energy from your subconscious radiating into your heart center
And blend it together with the energy of your soul and conscious self. And the energy in your heart enter.
See the synthesis of all those energies radiating into your physical body.
Into all your organs.
Your bone Your brain.
your skin. The water. The whole physical body is filled with this light.
Expand this light and include your etheric body.
See this energy radiating into your etheric body.
And your astral body.
Your mental body.
And beyond all your bodies.
See the energy radiating, connecting with all our helpers.
With each other, with the group deva.
Connecting in one life. Creating the energy of love. Sisterhood. Brotherhood. Understanding.


We are now one.
And as one, we connect with the Divine Presence within us and within all of life.
We connect with the energy of the Sun and the heart of the Sun which gives light, love and power to the Earth.
And from the heart of the Sun we see and feel the connection to Universal Love and Light.
We see this light and love from the heart of the Sun radiating down this alignment
all the way down to the heart of us. As one.
And from this heart we connect to all our sisters and brothers on the planet.
We see a light radiating from our heart all over the planet.
Connecting from heart to heart.
And now we connect to our brothers and sisters living in energy. The Siddha. The elves.
We connect and send love and light into the Siddha kingdom.
We invite them to into cooperation with humanity. In the form life so we as humanity can learn and see and understand the deeper meaning and wisdom of the Great Mother.
And we ask them to teach us so we can teach them how to live in the form.
We take a moment in this connection
And connect with those beings.
Now as one we connect with the devic kingdom.
We send love and light and gratitude to the devic kingdom. From the highest to the lowest in the devic kingdom we see the beauty.
And now we connect to the Animal Kingdom.
We send love and light and gratitude into the animal kingdom.


We see the the form and we see beyond the form and see the spirit in all animals. The greatness of their spirit.
And now we connect into the heart of the plants, the plant kingdom.
We send love and light and gratitude into the plant kingdom.
We see the the form and we see beyond the form. The spirit behind every grass, every flower and every tree.
And now we connect with the heart of the mineral kingdom.
We send love and light and gratitude into the mineral Kingdom.
We see the the form and we see beyond the form and see the spirit in all minerals. The spirit within the form.
Now standing in the heart of the Great Mother, take a moment in silence.
We focus on all that we have seen without form.
See everything beyond the form.
See how everything is connected.
How everything is one.
From our planet to other planets. To other galaxies.
Everything is energy.
And see how love flows from your heart radiating golden light flowing from your heart in to this energy
Now we see the energy of the Mother, the healing energy
radiating through all the kingdoms.: the mineral kingdom, the plant kingdom, the animal kingdom, deva kingdom, siddha kingdom, humanity.
Beyond the planet and out to the universe see how it’s radiating like a sun as far as you can.
From the heart of the mother.


From the heart of us as One.
And when you’re ready you can open your eyes and come into the present moment and smile.
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October 16th, 2020

10/16/2020

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Is it not possible that I can always be inside the cage and have a good life, and it would be enough?

We can, at least for a long long time we can be happy with the golden cage, and much food, but as a living being, we are curious and as living being we are always looking for more wellbeing and more enjoyment.

When we get tired of it, we will have more, it's desire for enjoyment. We as humanity seek it in material things, houses, furniture, good food and so on, but finally we have through many lives, experienced everything that we can enjoy from the material world.. Then we seek wellbeing for the body our mind and our inner and deeper feelings, then we connect with another dimension and learn to fly. 
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Steina´s Story

10/8/2020

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I would like to tell you about a woman I know, or maybe don't know, I am not quite
sure. But this woman changed everything for me, she opened a new world for me, a
world which was always there, I just didn't know.
But I have met her many times since I met her for the first time, as a child. We have
spent long hours together, and she has told me her story, my story and everybody's
story.

Maybe this is not only about this woman, but about what this woman gave me, what it was and is for you and me.
She said her name was Steinunn, but she has had so many names before and afterthis. The names themselves are not so important,they are just there so we can use
 them when are phoning each other, ot when we are calling each other, so we don't
need to say ' Hi , you' all the time.

I first met her, when I was 12 years old. I sat on a rock on the beach in my
hometown. I sat listening to the waves and thought about everything lying at the
bottom of the sea, all the fish, sharks and whales swimming around there, and I
couldn't see whether they were looking at me , secretly, and whether they were
wondering, who I was, the girl sitting on a rock, looking at the sea and thinking about
them.

I felt it was so strange with this seaworld, which was completely invisible for me, but
which I knew was full of life, nevertheless. It was as if another dimension was lying
right in front of me, which I couldn't look through.

But a woman came, she was wearing a green summerdress and a strawhat, on her
head. She had dark hair and green eyes. She didn't look much like the image I used to
see in this area, but even so was just as alive as I was, sitting on the rock surrounded
by screeching sea-gulls and with the sound of waves in my ears.

She walked with slow steps, and I saw that she looked at me and smiled. It was as if
she knew me, and she assumed that I knew that she knew me. I smiled back and
thought about how beautiful she was, and how strange she was in the surroundings
and at this time, and I was wondering whether this was real ?

She came and sat down next to me and we sat on the rock for a long time, without
saying anything. While we were sitting there looking at the sea, I thought about what
I should do or what I should say to this beautiful woman, who had travelled in time
and space and now sat with her hat between her hands, rolling it between her fingers
in this fine and beautiful way of somebody, who understands everything and sees
everything.

I looked at her and said : ' Hello, who are you ?'
She look at me and smiled : ' My name is Steinunn'.
'What are you doing here?' I asked.
'I can see you', she said.
I was silent for a long time, didn't know, what I should say and thought: ' What does
she want with me?'
'Why? ' I said.
'Because I would like to tell you something.'
'What?' I asked.
'I will tell you about me and you and everything else.'
Oh. We sat for a while without saying anything and just looked at the waves.
'You are now 12 years old', she said, 'and I have been waiting for this moment. Now I
will follow you and help, until you are able to stand alone and do what you are meant to do.

That was odd. Why did the strange woman want to help me ? What did she want to
help me with ? How did she know that I was here, when my mum and dad didn't know it, and I hadn't even told my sister or my friends, where I was going. I just walked away from everything, to be by myself and not be bothered by anyone.
This was my secret place, which nobody else knew about. How could she know I was
here ?

Everythings was so strange. But when I looked up from my thoughts, she had gone.
I went home and thought to myself that suddenly she was there, and just as suddenly
she was gone. How did she do that ? Did she disappear without me noticing, or did she have wings ? Did she become a mermaid throwing herslef into the waves, when I
wasn't looking ? Where did she come from, who was she. Everything was really
strange.

A couple of weeks later the summerholiday was over, and I was ready for school to
start, looking forward to meeting my friends. Everybody had been somewhere, in the
countryside or in another country or where people may go during their holiday. But
we, in my family, had been at home during the summer, like other previous summers.


We children always played all sorts of games after school, and it was great to be in
the childhoodworld with other children again, after the separation during summer.
But everything was not well during the autumn, in my hometown. At this time of year
the sheep are taken down from the mountains, where they have lived in harmony the
whole summer, while eating grass and heather and other delicacies. They have lived in tune with the other nature kingdoms the whole summer.

But in the autumn, many of them are to be slaughtered.

This was a difficult time for me. It has always been a very difficult time for me. It
wasn't like this for everybody, because at that time lots of money flowed into the
town, in tandem with streams of blood flowing from the poor animals in the
slaughterhouses.

During this season I have always felt that the town smelt of blood together with the
fear I heard all over town, when a lamb is looking for its mother and a mother is
looking for its lamb. There was chaos and smell of blood and hard voices and sound of knives, coming from those doing the work.

My hometown is a small town, with 250 people living close together, but in the small
town, there were two slaughterhouses. The town was buzzing with fear, blood,
anxiety and money in the long months of autumn, while the whole thing was going on.

No matter how many pillows I covered my ears with, when lying in my bed, I heard
the fear which came from inside, from outside and from everywhere.

I was now sitting at my secret place on the beach again, as so often before, and tried
to think about something else than what was going on in my town. I tried not to hear
or feel the loneliness and fear which was everywhere, both outside me and inside me.

It felt as if I was a part of that fear and that was strange. It was as if I was the one
who feared or was the beings, who feared. I couldn't tell the difference, we were
ONE.

Suddenly Steinunn is sitting next to me, just as suddenly as she disappeared earlier.
'I know this is a difficult time for you', she said.
'I can't shut out the sound', I said.
'I can help you, and I can help you to help them'.
I looked at her and didn't quite know what she meant. Help me to help them. That was
impossible. But I nodded quietly.

'Close your eyes and empty your mind of all thoughts', she said. 'Take all the time you
need'.

I closed my eyes and the thoughts were flying all over the place , up and down, it was
impossible for me to try to stop them. So I also thought about stopping to think, then
I thought to myself that this also was thinking.

I opened my eyes and looked at Steinunn:' I can't stop thinking, and when I try to
stop the thoughts, then I think about stopping to think, and that is also to think, isn't
it ?'

Steinunn smiled at me, placed her index finger on my forehead, and I felt peace
flowing through me.

Silence, which I had never experienced before, it was as if it was buzzing in my head
or maybe as if I was standing in soda, I'm not quite sure how to explain it. It
was silence, it was clarity, I was open to everything and everything was open to me.

Far away I hear Steinunn's voice say :Look inside, where you see and experience the sheep, see them one by one and flocks by flocks. Use all your will power to keep this image in your focus. See how it whas before, sheep in the physical form now change into one great, shining light.

Radiant light which is linked to you. You are linked together. Above both of you – you and the light – you can see a bigger light with golden threads, connected to all the
sheep. Golden threads from this light bigger light are connected to all sheep in
Iceland. Hold on to this image in your consciousness, as long as you can.

Now, when the image has stabilised, then focus the big light above the sheep. Merge
all your will and love for the sheep with this stream, a stream of energy, which
creates contact with this highest being, the animal soul , Deva.

What you now see and experience is a direct contact with the great deva of the
sheep. What you now experience is a gathering of all the lives and experiences all
sheep have had before and are having now. This angel/ animal deva is the one, which
merges all the sheep in Iceland into one living being, they are a part of each other.

Just like you have your soul, all these sheep have the same souls, which we call group
soul, which unites them into one. What the sheep in this town experience, all their
sufferings, influence all sheep in Iceland, all sheep in the entire world.
One pain.
One suffering.
One life.
Now send gratitude and blessings for this big sacrifice, which these sheep give, so
that we human beings in Iceland have food and energy to survive.

Send now light and all the love which you are able to. See it flow through you and to
the divine being.

See the light stream from this divine being to all sheep on their way in their evolution
here on earth. Send gratitude for their sacrifice for us and an apology for what we
take from them.

Now focus in your consciousness, and see that the light fills their consciousness with
calmness and silence, which include their minds and make their journey through the
pain easier. It deepens their understanding of what is happening.

Direct your focus towards those who are doing the work slaughtering them, see them
receive light and love, which help them to understand, while opening their
consciousness for the sacrifice, the sheep are giving, so that those humans may show
respect and understanding for the life leaving the earthly life for another life. See
energy, light and love stream from their highest and their lowest into the offering/ the viction, and show gratitude for this life.
We see the energy of love stream into what we now see and call foods, which will feed us in the near future...

While she was talking, she was far away. It was as if I couldn't hear where the voice
came from, from above, from below, from inside.

The whole thing was as real as it was sitting on the secret stone.
I felt that I was gradually returning to the formlife, I was usually present in.

I opened my eyes and looked ahead of me, at the waves and I didn't really want to
say anything.

I was now alone and that was good.
I needed to be alone with the thoughts, which came and didn't come.
I didn't understand all that had happened, but something had happened which
changed everything.



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Life process

10/8/2020

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The Dam Has Broken and Energy Is Flowing

Maybe I can compare the Life process I've been through with when a dam with millions of liters of water breaks! The water flows in full power at the beginning and you think that you never can control it, it is too powerful, but after a while the stream flows the way that nature, the Divine in me is open for, into the streams around the flood, which are one with the veins of the earth to provide water to all Life on Earth.

Then stillness and peace moves over the river. The river is moving in harmony with the river bank and with the whole of nature and the sun shines over all, bathing everything in its rays. The energies flow together to the sea that unites all the floods and all the streams from all sources on Earth.

Now years have passed since I've learned to use the multi dimensions within me. I've learned, instead of working against them, to work with that knowledge with all the lives I have met within. When I feel resistance to anyone that I meet, I contact this reflected part that I have within, that knows me as I know them. We work together and find the best way for me to be at that moment.
I often find it difficult to understand who or what I was before I started working with the three selves, the soul, conscious and sub conscious. Today I can feel the flow through me, I find myself as a part of all those lives and all those feelings that I've gone through in this life and my past lives, and this becomes a more and more exciting project that gives me so much joy and happiness.
I have today found a channel for the power in my life and I find harmony in the whole of myself, and with my family, friends, the society and the best of all, with the ONE life.

I understand now why before I always thought so many things about one thing, because everybody in me was all talking at once. Now I've learned to listen to them all, one by one, but not everyone at once and we work together to create the very best for the whole.
Now I know that these voices are coming from different dimensions: the conscious, subconscious and soul.

Who am I? I am many, everyone and everything!
Love and Light
Steina


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October 08th, 2020

10/8/2020

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I want to invite you on a little journey with me!

Close your eyes, just for a brief moment: Visualize the Earth in your mind's eye, with all of the life that lives here. Visualize the mountains and the valleys, the lakes and the beautiful clouds in all the colors of the rainbow.
Everything that keeps our Earth together and in beautiful harmony, and makes it possible for us to live here, love, experience and just be.

Now see the trees, the grass, the flowers, the bushes and the flora of the ocean. Everything that gives us oxygen and enables us to live on Mother Earth.
Now let's concentrate on the animal kingdom and all the beauty it contains. We see the wild animals at the prairies, the creatures in the oceans and the birds in the sky. We see all the pets in the arms of their owners, love flowing from both sides. We see our farm animals, the cows, horses, sheep, pigs and chickens, which we don't think of in units, commodities or monetary value, but instead we see them as living beings with and equal right to Mother

Earth and to life as we have.
We see the love and the sorrow that they bring in our interaction with them. They are a part of our developments as individuals, as well as giving us food and clothes in our lives. Nothing about that is something to take for granted.
Now we see a new picture in our mind's eye.
We see the Earth, but no animals. The ocean is quiet, the prairie is silent and not a squeak from the sky. No animals to pet or receive warmth from for those who need it!
What meaning does this have for us?

No meat, no dairy and no clothes. No insects to fertilize the trees and the flowers. But that's not all they do for us, if we really think about what gifts we receive from these little brothers and sisters of ours.
Can we as human beings live here on Mother Earth without the animals and the plants?
Now let's imagine another scenario: The Earth with all the life intact, except for humanity! It would probably work out much better to preserve life on
Earth without us here.
But one cannot live without the other, that's how I think the natural law goes.
But it's worth thinking about, who needs whom here on Earth?
That reflection should get us to show the natural kingdoms both gratitude and respect for the help and the life they provide us with, giving us the opportunity to live and develop here on Earth.
We have to be there for each other with respect and love. But the question is whether we can do something better than we have already?

We have the opportunity to make a little difference. Provide a little help for these small brothers and sisters of ours. In fact, it's the same thing we do when we send a little greeting to a friend. Or when we send someone a Christmas card, only a postcard, or even just an e-mail.
When we are enjoying a meal, whether it be meat or fish, vegetables, some water or anything else, we close our eyes for one brief moment.

From our hearts we send out a little thought to that which has sacrifices itself, so that we can enjoy this meal, and by doing so continuing our life here on Earth.
We sound out a little thought, which is:
"Thank you for sacrificing yourself for me"!

Love and Light
Steina

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October 02nd, 2020

10/2/2020

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​Steina's story 2
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I had a big problem with the yarn. I was about to tie it together, but it always slipped off my knitting needles !
I decided to take a break from the work and sit down on the sofa in the lounge. The sofa was mustard yellow with brown stripes. It was soft and it was nice to sit on it. I leaned back into the sofa, put my feet on the round table. I was wearing red socks, which were shining in beautiful, bold colours, when I put my feet up in the air like that.
In front of me was a big window and through it, I saw the sea … if I paid attention I could heat the rhythm of sounds from waves, in the distance.
I have always loved the sound of the sea, I noticed that the sound from the sea was synchronising with my heartbeat. I focussed on the breathing, I inhaled and exhaled, in tune with the breathing of the sea, which made me become one with the sea.
That was a good feeling, it was as if I fell into the deep rhythm, that I felt my consciousness change, a kind of sleep, I thought. I felt my head becoming heavier, not a bad or un-well feeling, just a different one.
Some time passed, I don't know how long, but suddenly I heard like a voice in my head. I didn't know if it was my own voice, or somebody else's voice, it was difficult for me to tell.
I decided to concentrate on the voice in my head and try to understand what the voice or I were saying to me.
I focused for a little while, until I heard the voice again, saying: go down to the sea, I need your help !
I was wondering what this could be, whether I was talking or someone else. I decided to try again. I concentrated on the voice in my head and decided that if I heard the same as before, I would go down to the
sea to find out what it was or if there was anything, at all.
I focused inside my head and tried to keep all thoughts outside. There she was again 'the voice' end even clearer than before.
I need your help!
I got up from the comfortable softness of the sofa, which enveloped me when I sat in it, and called my dog Tito. He loved walking on the beach and I might as well bring him, as having him next to me also made me feel more secure.
I dressed warmly, winterjacket, gloves, cap, woolen socks and winterboots. It was windy and cold outside, and the snow was wet and cold like rain in winter.
We were walking towards the sea, Tito and I . It wasn't very far to walk, maybe 10 minutes to get there.
We went together next to each other,my dog Tito and I, with the wind and the cold rain in our faces. I saw the waves from the the sea, and they were big and powerful, why I didn't know. Finally, we got to the beach, and I looked along the coast. There was nothing to see.
We walked further and closer to the mountain. I focused towards the big cliffs, up towards the big mountain.
There something happened, I remembered as I was there on the beach, alone with my dog. Suddenly I felt a little fear in my stomach, which made me remember an event which took place a couple of years earlier, just there by the mountain.
It turned out that a young woman , who didn't know anybody in the town, disappeared in the cliffs. For many days they were looking for her from the city Reykjavik, but she has never been found. We in town thought that the sea had taken her, forever. I pushed these thoughts away and turned my attention towards Tito.
He seemed very quiet and satisfied with the unexpected trip.
Now we were almost there by the rocks, and then I saw something - something small, where the waves and the beach meet in a kiss. I walked further and it was a small, vulnerable seal pup. It was tiny and very unprotected.
I quickly found a place where I could tie Tito, so he didn't scare this little life, lying there so helplessly.
When I was sure that Tito was tied securely and couldn't get away I carefully approached the small seal pup.
I saw that he was afraid, but it was as if the sea embraced him and the waves rocked him back and forth to calm him. I sat down a little bit away from him, because I wanted to make sure that the waves couldn't reach me.
I gave myself time to look closely at this little life and spoke slowly to it. I looked into its eyes and saw the fear in them. I met him somewhere in my consciousness , but didn't quite know what to do.
I decided to close my eyes to find out, if I could talk to him, or hear his voice, like when I heard the voice before in my lounge, in the sofa. I closed my eyes and focused inside my head, like I had done before. I listened to the sound of the sea and the birds around me. I heard puffins and seagulls, but I also heard a scream from something else, another place.
Then the voice says in my head; Thank you for coming, can you help my child out into the deeper waves, so he can swim out where I will receive him and help him, until he can cope by himself.
I sat for a short while trying to recognize who was talking in my head. Then I realised it was the sea communicating with me, asking me for help !I decided not to think about it too much, but got up and walked slowly towards the little seal pup. He was terrified, screamed with fear, while beating his small seal hands about in the water, but his tummy was too big
for him to move backwards or forwards.
He was stuck
I stopped and wondered what I could do to get close to him, without scaring him, like I did now. I thought decisively and with focus on my little friend. As I did that it was as if something happened, which was so beautiful and which I hadn't experienced before. I felt as if we met in ourconsciousness in an understanding, which was deeper than I can explain. I looked into his eyes and spoke in my thoughts to my little friend, just like the voice had spoken to me before.
” Don't be afraid, I will help you out to sea, so the sea can help you to where your path is, into your future, which is only created for you, only you”.
I felt silence move inside me ER IKKE SIKKER PÅ DETTE ? And could feel that I was soothing him with my thoughts. I went to him and pushed him gently towards the sea. The waves did everything in their power to help, but I also felt that they didn't wish to take me with, like I had been afraid of earlier.
For a while we did this , the waves and I. I saw that the seal pup was now floating on a wave, which came. I felt another kind of wave,a wave of joy streaming through me. I also felt the the joy of the seal pup stream through my consciousness, and I felt the joy of the sea to receive one of its children and to be able to help it on its way.
For a little while I was standing with the experience of deep joy , from this event. I was so grateful that this was exactly the end of the event I experienced here and now, because for me a number of things could have happened. I don't know how long I was standing there, until I remembered that Tito was tied to a rock. I went across to him, saying his name. He was standing there so beautifully, his tail dancing in time with the steps I took towards him.
I sat down in the sand with my feet around Tito, who clearly showed that he wanted to be stroked– and I also wanted to do that after the lifeaffirming experience, we now shared with each other.
I buried my hands in his fur and felt the warmth from his body, and I also put my nose in his fur to smell his particular smell. Now we were lying next to each other and got another thought which made us create this new thought made us feel warm and secure with what was going to come.
I felt joy as if something had helped loosen firm knots, in me a knot which had now disappeared into eternity, and there was a feeling of happiness in my stomach. I was lying on my back in the sand and slept for a moment.
I saw the images come and go as in a film on a screen, memories which want to be remembered, even if I didn't want to remember them. They became more agressive, demanding my attention. I tried to push them away, but they didn't want to disappear, they wanted to be remembered. I found my resistance becoming weaker. What happened I don't know. I experienced myself as a light which is growing into a bigger light and then dissolves in the sand, in the sea, in the seal pup, in my dog, I am.
I had a big problem with the yarn. I was about to tie it together, but it always slipped off my knitting needles !
I decided to take a break from the work and sit down on the sofa in the lounge. The sofa was mustard yellow with brown stripes. It was soft and it was nice to sit on it. I leaned back into the sofa, put my feet on the circular table. I was wearing red socks, which were shining in beautiful, bold colours, when I put my feet up in the air like that.
In front of me was a big window and through it, I saw the sea … if I paid attention I could heat the rhythm of sounds from waves, in the distance.
I have always loved the sound of the sea, I noticed that the sound from the sea was synchronising with my heartbeat. I focussed on the breathing, I inhaled and exhaled, in tune with the breathing of the sea, which made me become one with the sea.
It was a good feeling, it was as if I fell into the deep rhythm, that I felt my consciousness change, a kind of sleep, I thought. I felt my head becoming heavier, not a bad or un-well feeling, just a different one.
Some time passed, I don't know how long, but suddenly I heard like a voice in my head. I didn't know if it was my own voice, or somebody else's voice, it was difficult for me to tell.
I decided to concentrate on the voice in my head and try to understand what the voice or I were saying to me.
I focused for a little while, until I heard the voice again, saying: go down to the sea, I need your help !
I was wondering what this could be, whether I was talking or someone else. I decided to try again. I concentrated on the voice in my head and decided that if I heard the same as before, I would go down to the sea to find out what it was or if there was anything, at all.
I focused inside my head and tried to keep all thoughts outside. There she was again 'the voice' end even clearer than before.
I need your help!
I got up from the comfortable softness of the sofa, which enveloped me when I sat in it, and called my dog Tito. He loved walking on the beach and I might as well bring him, as having him next to me also made me feel more secure.
I dressed warmly, winterjacket, gloves,cap, woolen socks and winterboots. It was windy and cold outside, and the snow was wet and cold like rain in winter.
We were walking towards the sea, Tito and I. It wasn't very far to walk, maybe 10 minutes to get there.
We went together next to each other,my dog Tito and I, with the wind and the cold rain in our faces. I saw the waves from the the sea, and they were big and powerful, why I didn't know. Finally, we got to the beach, and I looked along the coast. There was nothing to see.
We walked further and closer to the mountain. I focused towards the big cliffs, up towards the big mountain.
There something happened, I remembered as I was there on the beach, alone with my dog. Suddenly I felt a little fear in my stomach, which made me remember an event which took place a couple of years earlier, just there by the mountain.
It turned out that a young woman , who didn't know anybody in the town, disappeared in the cliffs. For many days they were looking for her from the city Reykjavik, but she has never been found. We in town thought that the sea had taken her, forever. I pushed these thoughts away and turned my attention towards Tito. He seemed very quiet and satisfied with the unexpected trip.
Now we were almost there by the rocks, and then I saw something - something small, where the waves and the beach meet in a kiss. I walked further and it was a small, vulnerable seal pup. It was tiny and very unprotected.
A bit further away and moving towards me, I saw Baldur, Brand and Solveig.They were exchanging many words and much laughter, and I waved to them. It wasn't often that I met my classmates here, on the beach.
They came running towards us and noticed our little friend, the Seal pup.
Brandur said straight away that we should run to town and get hold of an adult, because we would never be able to get the Seal pup back into the sea without the help of an adult ! We had also been told by the adults in town that we were always to get hold of an adult, if we found anything on the beach.
I didn't quite agree, but I didn't dare to say that.
Brandur and Solveig ran back to town, while I sat down with Baldur in the beautiful, black, black sand and we waited.
Tito sat down next to me, a little restless, because he wanted to run around and play.
But after a while he calmed down and seemed to sleep.
We didn't talk, just waited. Baldur turned towards the sea, he looked relaxed with lots of black hair, blowing in all directions, as the wind was blowing.
We saw a car driving along, leaving deep, dark traces in the black sand. It was a blue and white Land Rover.
We saw that Gummi was driving the car, a grown man from town and next to him Hakon was sitting, another grown man from town, and we saw that also Solveig and Baldur were there, sitting in the backseat.
The car drove up to us. Everybody came out and there was a kind of tension in the air, I sensed an unpleasant feeling inside, Tito also became agitated, not in a good way, I could see, his ears were lying flat along his head, he was afraid. Baldur and I got up.
Gummi: Hi what have you found now ?
Me: we found a seal pup, he can't get into the sea, he needs our help, we have to be several people to do it!
Hakon: good that you came and fetched us.
They were tense and it was as if they were looking forward to something, they also seemed excited and anticipating something or other.
I felt nervousness in my stomach.
The fear for what I was most afraid of.
Gummi: And now, my kids, it's best that you go home and we sort this out.
Me: but don't you intend to help him out ?
Hakon: No this is not possible, he will never survive. We have to put him down,that is the best in this situation.
I felt my fear erupt, you can't just kill him, I said with a small voice !
Hakon: well kids, now you go back to town!
I went over to the cliffs, with Tito next to me, placed my forehead against one of them, searching for something I couldn't get. I was beside myself, powerless against a decision which was so wrong, for the whole, a decision taken by adults, who thought they knew better, but they knew nothing and understood nothing!
I saw them walk towards the Seal pup with sticks in each hand, having a firm and decisive grip on the stick.
I saw the fear in the eyes of my little friend, even if I didn't see, I heard the waves roar in an attempt to change what could not be changed.
I saw the first blow and I heard the first blow.
I saw the second blow and I heard the second blow.
I felt despair erupt upwards from my stomach and I screamed, I shouted , everything which came up in my thoughts about life, death, people, nature, to be one with everything, and where we can start, but everything which came out disappeared in sounds which filled everything, the attempts of the sea to help, the little one trying to call for help, and the stick against the skin and the sound of adults breathing when they inhale power
Now I saw the small body lifeless in the sand, the waves were more quiet, despondent and the colour of blood was in the sand and the colours of blood were in the foam of the waves.
The waves passed, one by one to say goodby, and welcome.
I became aware of myself after a while. I felt like paralysed, I had experienced a letdown which left its marks.
I was lying on the sand, the black sand, I was one with the sand, with Tito's nose by my cheek, he was breathing life into my self, he was breathing out to the world and our mother.
I buried my hands in his fur and felt his life, the life of the world, from his skin , his warmth. Tito and I like lying close to each other. Now we were thinking the same thoughts, we were thinking about what we had just witnessed. It was like a massive grief in the stomach and in the throat, which shook my entire body and my entire childhood.
I slept for a moment.
I woke up after I don't know how long. Tito was there, and worried he looked at me.
I remembered my cooperation with the sea and with nature, and that thought gave me joy.
I got up and realised I was cold and wet. I had been there for a long time and had become soaking wet.
I took a couple of steps towards the sea and sent it gratitude for having called me, and I also sent gratitude to me, for having heard.
Even though it was dusk I saw blood in the sand, like a darker sand in the black sand. I knew for sure that these traces in the sand would help me remember, but I knew as it was that my little friend was on his way, into his way which was the way to him, my little friend !
A way I had re-created with my mother.


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September 21st, 2020

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​UN climate summit did take place in Copenhagen in December 2009 

The conference aims to reach agreement on a new environmental treaty.

This conference is very important and may affect how the future looks for all life on earth.
This is a very important meeting for the world, but one thing is what the nations choose to do, what is also important is what each of us does in our daily life dealing with natural motives the best we can.

There is a small thing that each and everyone of us can do. It can be the biggest change for nature kingdoms and all cooperation.

It is important that we look further than we normally do and start with what is around us. Here, in our daily life, I believe we can make a difference if we are aware that we are dealings with the nature kingdoms.

For common people it can be too much. Focusing on what is happening in other countries, other cities or just with our neighbors. What is realistic ? What can we do that will affect life on Earth?

We can make a difference in the development on Earth looking at our own actions dealing with animals, plants and minerals, and each other. This consciousness will take care of our own life and take responsibility for al life on Earth with more personal motivations and emotions.

We have to look at this from a deeper level than we have done before. Now we experience environmental threats that bring fear in of our personal life. It is not the best motive to take responsibility for life around us.

Propaganda is not a permanent move and doesn´t have the long-term effects that are necessary to maintain good behavior and respect for animals and nature.
We need to become conscious of the importance of all life on earth, not on the surface, as we do now, but deep into our inner core to understand that everything is connected and that we are a part of all life on Earth. All is One.
Love is the strongest element, this we all understand. And apart from love, we can with a simple idea make a major effort for the other kingdoms. Energy follows thought.

In our daily live we have an influence on all nature kingdoms, because they are a part of our everyday life in many different ways.

As an example, I can mention how important ones thoughts are. Dr. Masaru Emoto is one of the scientists who have opened new doors where science and spirit merge in his research. This will mean a leap in the way we perceive the world and in the way we relate to the planets health. (See: 
Dr. Emoto discovered that water affected by loving words and loving thoughts shows beautiful displays and snowflake patterns. While water exposed to negative thoughts, forms incomplete, asymmetrical patterns.

It is significant that Dr. Emoto shows how water absorbs, retains and even conveys human emotions and thoughts. Emoto believes that since both people and the earth consists of about 70 percent water, we can heal our planet and ourselves by consciously expressing love and good intentions.

How does our thought affect the world? What does the ideas we have on nature on flowers, trees, and us in our gardens, do, which are so vital to all life on Earth? How about sending loving thoughts and gratitude when we go around them, or when we drink water or bathe in the sea. It does more than we realize.
Here I will focus on our relationship with animals and how we, in a very simple way, can help the animal kingdom in its development on Earth. What impacts do our thoughts have when we are with the animals or think of them? How can we, in our daily life, help them in their development?

With a little story I will give a simple example of how we can make a difference.

I will share with you an experience I had two years ago. Then Love assured me that believing life is bigger than what I can see here and now, I have influence on life and death and how one I love, went into another dimension.
Many have experienced losing a pet. Some take without many emotions, while many of us find it very painful. We hear about the fate of many animals because of difficulties in different situations in the world. Many move from their homes because of economic difficulties. In these situations one easy can forget the responsibility to the animals. This responsibility can cause a decision weather an animal should live or die.

We once had a dog, the first dog of the family, and she was very dear to us all. She was a part of the family. She was called Idunn, and came to us in 1996.

She got old and sick. We could not take the decision to let her die. But at last there was no way around, she suffered too much, and we had to take the responsibility that follows an animal.

Our vet Jens and the family decided how the process could be as painless as possible for Idunn. We agreed that she should die in our home, where she felt comfortable. We agreed that Jens would come when all family members were gathered.
The very day was both a beautiful day and day of pain. We gave ourselves time for a trip with Idunn, the route she walked for almost every day in 13 years.

We had breakfast together, we were all nervous about what was going to happen, but that was inevitable. After breakfast, we sat in the living room around Idunn´s mattress. We sat each in our own thoughts focused on Idunn who lay half asleep, but still aware what was happening around her.

Without saying anything, we started to meditate. I can only describe my experience, but I know that I was not alone in this experience.

It is important for me to share this experience with you. It gives a new picture of the possibilities to make a painful process become a beautiful and hopeful experience.
I felt at the beginning peace and reconciliation. I enjoyed the feeling after some difficult months with Iduns disease, which had a great influence on our daily life. I focused my thoughts into Idunn. I could feel contact with something inside her. It was something I had not experienced before through our years together. It was like something deeper and very present, as an amalgamation of thoughts and energy have melted into our minds.

I maintained this contact for a while and the feeling was wonderful. I initially began to communicate with a vital energy from Idunn´s core. I thought deep gratitude and love for her and I thanked her for the life we had together.

I thanked her for being a part of it, which had helped me on my pathway.

I saw her relax and I knew that she was ready for what should occur.
I kept this picture in mind for a while

Suddenly I discovered that the air lit up around her. I heard the faint sound of tones in the room. I sensed a kind of energy around her, some calls it angels, I call it love energy. I saw that this energy was ready to receive the core of Idunn in another dimension. I was deeply grateful to be a witness of this moment.
I am sure the animals have a kind of heaven, when their time on Earth is through.

I found that she was ready to pass on to something else and so I was ready to let her go.

I opened my eyes and looked at my family, and just at that time the sun shone in through the windows and the whole room was bathed in sunlight. It was the last message from Idunn to us all.

The veterinarian came soon after and gave her an injection in the heart, and after a moment she was gone.

I knew she was received in thee other dimension.

I also knew that the decision to help her leave a life of pain was the right decision. It was a decision taken in love and respect for Idunn.

The most important thing is to have respect for life around us. We need not always look so far away to make a difference.

To show life around us, people, animals and plants, respect and gratitude for all they do for us, to desire good for all that is the first step to save the planet.


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